Sunday, January 29, 2012

Gotta Have Faith



So after our first week of changes, I am feeling pretty good. It's harder for me to believe that anything is happening. I find myself constantly running to the scale and only seeing slight changes. This is my last week of weighing myself every day. I just need to have more faith in myself and the changes we are implementing. I think that so far we have a solid routine and it will only be refined over time. Tuesdays are going to be our weigh in's. We will be posting a new blog for sure once a week on Tuesdays after we weight our selves. But if we have anything blog worthy in the meantime I will make sure to jump on and write a new post.

I think it is important to set goals. I really want to try and get to the point where I can run without doubling over and dying. I think that a reasonable goal would be to be able to run a straight mile without stopping by the end of March. I also want to work on being able to make a full week meal plan. I feel like if I have my day planned out, from start to finish, I wont stray from it with unnecessary eating. I would like to get into a more set sleeping routine. If I can achieve a sleeping schedule, a morning walk may be a possibility. I just have to start going to bed early and find the motivation to work out before I leave for work.

I have been walking everyday this week. Everyday after I walk I feel more energetic and less tired than usual. Today I walked 5.77 miles at a brisk pace. I wish Biggs was bigger so I had more route options. I'm just going to have to start getting creative. I would love to join a gym but unfortunately that is just not in the budget at this time. So instead, I am going to use one of the Target gift cards from the wedding and buy an affordable set of dumbbell's to use at home. I want to lose weight but I also want to get toned and strong.

Food. One of my biggest vice's. We made a trip to Sam's club and they had a fairly decent selection of well priced produce. We bought two huge bags of Romaine and a big container of fresh spinach. I think they were each about 3 dollars. We stocked up on boneless skinless chicken breasts and pork chops. When we got home I separated them, two to a bag, and froze them. Prepackaging and freezing everything this way makes it very easy to plan for dinner and to not overeat. We have gone salad crazy! I like to add "stuff" to mine for variety. I love mushrooms, carrots, celery, nuts, and proteins in my salads. Where as Michael's are very simple. He likes lettuce, dressing, and protein. I think he is warming up to spinach though. I want to try incorporating  more healthy carbohydrates (couscous, quinoa, wild rice, whole grain pasta) into our diet. So far nothing has seemed very "meal"ish. It has all been just a bunch of rag-tag salads. I need to look into some healthy meals.

Goodnight. ~Torrey

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

We Did It!


Today feels like the first official day of our "lifestyle change." That's what I am calling it because I am not dieting. Diets don't work, not for me anyways. After you stop dieting you usually put all the weight back on. In my case you put everything you lost back on plus some, just for good measure. We set our ultimate goals AND bought our first scale today. I am 23 and rather ashamed to say that I have never owned a scale. I think the cartoon is the precise reason why I have never owned one. I'm ashamed to get on a scale because I don't like to admit that I have lost complete control of my eating habits and my body.

We both have started profiles on www.myfitnesspal.com. Michael's profile is bigpayne70. And my profile is HellbettyPayne. So far it seems to be a very useful tool to keep track of food intake and calories burned through exercise. That website allows you to have friends and keep tabs on each other. So I can motivate friends if I see that they have not been meeting their caloric goals and vice versa.

Down to the nitty gritty....

Torreys Weight: 304.6
Goal Weight: 180

Michael's Weight: 324.6
Goal Weight: 260

A New Adventure

I'm not really sure how to start a blog, this being my first. I guess I should introduce myself and talk about the point of the blog. My name is Torrey and my husband is Michael. We are two "normal" people, with normal jobs, and normal interests. Like most normal people we have found ourselves unsatisfied with the way our bodies look and the way extra weight makes us feel. We have a variety of reasons for wanting to change and also for wanting to blog about it. Everyone wants to look and feel their best. Of course we want to lose weight to look better naked, but another important drive is to be healthier. I feel like if we have somewhere to track our goals, successes, fails, etc. we will feel more accountable to this weight loss plan. We hope that with time and hardwork we will meet our weight loss goals. We know it wont be easy and we know there will be times when we want to completely give up. But I also know that I am done being 'the fat girl!' I am committed to this lifestyle change. -Torrey